I'm in LOVE
at 12 am, 1 Oct, exactly 1 month after our first meeting, I became the gf of Charlie Brown, I call him that because his real name is Charles.
For the whole month ever since we met, we've been chatting almost for entire days on MSN and over the phones. Things happened so fast, I surprised even myself. But there's something about Charlie Brown that melts me, that genuine sincerity, the gentleness and the willingness to put himself in a vulnerable position. Knowing that it would take long time before I heal from the hurts I've received, he still waits for me patiently. Maybe it's got to do with his kentang and marketing background, he's just so expressive with his feelings and has such a way with words. I really do have a lot to learn from him in this area.
Life is kinda different now. I'm smiling when i read his sms, smiling when i MSN, smiling when i get his calls, heck i think I'm even nicer to my family because I'm in such a lovey-dovey mood. He does silly things to make me happy. We're both fans of Grey's Anatomy - so he's my McNerdy and I'm his McPuppy. I have someone who will go to Sentosa, Bird Park, kite-flying, picnicking at Botanic Gardens... all those crazy things that I love to do, I've finally found the one to do them with. Sometimes the neurotic part of me thinks it's too good to be true. I guess it happens after being lonely and having messed up for a few times, somehow to protect myself from getting hurt, i was tempted to believe maybe no one can really be happy in a relationship, that there has to be a catch somewhere... and even now I sometimes question when we will wake up from this euphoria.
But no, I so don't want this to end. We so want to be with each other with a long long time. It's just so nice to find someone who is so connected with me. I almost want to thank the someone for setting me free, so that I could find my Charlie Brown... whom I adore, and who adores me... hehehehe
WORK, WORK, WORK
and last week i closed my first 2 deals. It's not been the smoothest so far, but the hiccups are making me learn the most in the shortest time.
This morning as I saw my dad go to work, I suddenly felt so thankful to God for this job that I have, finally I am doing something I love, and actually earning $ doing it. Isnt this what the books are recommending, find your passion and use it to make a living? hehe...
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At this point of time in my life, it feels like showers of spring after a drought... now the seeds area growing into young plants and soon there will be flowers and fruits everywhere... and I thank the Lord of creation... for the miracles he has blessed me with.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
The bestest week of my life!
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3 comments:
i'm very moved by your post. and happy for you.
lise, you deserve all that you have now, so congrats...am delighted for you...
i have happy goosepimples =))
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